I'm so jelous of other people!?

my bat mitzvah was a month ago. i had been planning it for 2 YEARS! it was amazingg i wish i could do that night and party over and over again! but now its over, whenever i go to someone elses, i get so jelous. today i went to my best friends. every thing at her party was better, she had more people, better (much) better dress, eleaborate entrance, and all my friends were saying how it was the best party they had ever been to! and i get so jelous because i remember my day and how everyone payed attention to me and i miss the spotlight, and i just miss it so much!