10 pts!!! What is this poem I wrote about?

before i attempt to guess poem i have to point out a possible typo? second last line i know when i lost..is that suppose to be i'm lost? makes better sense o'well to attempt this yes,subtle poem, I think its about a recurring dream of a past love that is over and the person is not facing the reality and is stuck in the past because cannot accept the present or can cope better by holding on to the past because he hopes it really is a dream and it is not over so chooses to hold on because he has hope that its really not over and that she'll come back.or maybe its about a past that was over and a present where you reconnect but not in person so you still think maybe its a dream instead of real and not sure from moment to moment because it seems to good to be true.